because i said no, there will be no more tn just cries, and giving no shit of what's best for him, i just feel lonely now, a cow collapsed on my ass and it's giving me a lot of pain, more than a lot, i would say a plane in the nose to emphasise my loneliness, just dont feel with the right person everyday, just miss all my mistakes and wish i could take them back, just for a while, time to kiss, fight, break up, cry... But now, there is just the body, the miss, the two of them trying to survive in a hole... life isn't shit, just pretty blackout where you have to move if you wanna avoid the plane, to keep breathin'